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Stacy (staysea)


February 2, 2012


California


Cancer Fighter

Cancer Info


Thyroid Cancer


Papillary Thyroid Cancer


May 15, 2011


Stage 1


02


Yes


Thyroidectomy, Lymph Node Removal


Is never feeling safe.


To cherish and be grateful for each day.


prayers and strength


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Staying Positive

I am a positive person by nature, but these last few weeks have been trying. I had my doctors appointment last month. I went in for an ultra sound and blood work. They are concerned about a few lymph nodes that seem to be changing from the last ultra sound. Also, the blood work did not come back good. The doctor wants to wait until June and see if the iodine will do its job. In the meantime, she changed my medication in hopes that it will help make me less tired and hopefully make me feel like my old self.

On the positive side, I am truly blessed by my support team, my faith, and the amazing posts that I read on this blog. Thank you!

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Hi Stacy,

I know how hard it is to stay positive when everything around you is in constant change and you doubt if it will ever be the same. As if you don’t know by now everything associated with this disease and its aftermath is a waiting game. Your diagnosis date came about 2 years after mine. I can say, that as I near the 3 year mark the waiting gets to be less stressful. . . but you still get to wait for that next appointment. . . to see if there is another med change. It took over 18 months for me to get my thyroid replacement medicine in place and a constant / same dose. As we age, this will most likely change several more times. I don’t mean for this to sound gloomy, but life – good and not so good is in a constant state of change, I just think we are more aware of it now.

Waiting to see how your body reacts to the RAI treatment is good – it does take time for it to do it’s work, and hopefully you will turn out the good report with the lymph nodes and all you will have from this point is the medicine tweaks. It takes several weeks each time the medicine is changed to get the full effect through your body.

Keep your chin up, hugs to you.

-Kathy

 Thank you Kathy.

My mom went through similar treatment 14 years ago for thyroid cancer and she’s still a strong lady at 80! So I am sure with time that you will pull through this.

Hugs,
Elana Rose

Thank you so much for your encouraging words. I know that my outcome will be fine. It is the daily struggle I am having of not having enough energy to do all things in a day that I need to accomplish. It gets frustrating. I do believe once the doctors get my medicine dosage right things will improve.

Hey Stacy, my daughter is in a similar situation. She is undergoing her first series of follow-up tests since her surgery and RAI treatment last summer. (She was out of state at college) Her TG was detectable 5 mos. out and now at the same level 9 mos. out. So she is looking at a sonogram and WBS in the next month. It is discouraging but we keep telling ourselves that this is just a nuisance disease that requires maintenance and dilligence.

Anxiety

I cannot stand the waiting that comes along with cancer. Waiting for your doctors appointments. Then waiting for the results from your doctors appointment. The anxiety I get as my appointment approaches is enough to make me sick. I have my big appointment this Tuesday. The doctor is doing another ultra sound and of course blood work. I will be keeping my fingers crossed that my levels are lower and the few lymph nodes that are left on my right side are staying healthy.

Hope everyone has a nice weekend. I plan to enjoy the beautiful California weather.

Take care.

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Hi Stacy! I remember feeling the same way in our beginning but not any more. The good thing about waiting is that it teaches true patience. We are sooooo much better waiting now. We have learned so much through this journey so i will pray for your learning curve too! LOL You can do it; just breathe and relax. I know easier said than done but so possible.

praying for you,
Lisa D

 Thank you so much for your insight and prayers.

Hi Stacy :) I know exactly what you mean about the waiting. Especially in the beginning. And the anxiety. It’s tough. Isn’t this a great place to vent? You’re in my thoughts and prayers. I think I’ve got a few pounds of patience I could give you :)

Hugs,
Elana Rose

 Elena, this place is great. When I am not having a positive day i will come on this site and read stories that just wow me. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers.

Take care..

Been going on a couple months of fighting this fight, and the waiting gets old. Haha. I can truly say that so far, it hasn’t gotten any better. It’s like you’re waiting to just wait some more. Hope all is well!
Jess

Thanks Jess.

Fortunately my daughter (the thyroid cancer survivor) still has her youthful optimism and doesn’t really worry about anything. Unfortunately, I have a high enough anxiety level for both of us, and understand completely! But..just dwell on the fact that this type of cancer, while a true “pain in the neck” is highly treatable, even if it does involve multiple testing and treatment.

Hi Stacy,
I seem to have missed your first posts, so let me belatedly welcome you here. Waiting for test results is awful. The worst. It’s part of life here in Cancerland. But you have all the people here on BFAC to help you through. Let us know what happens on Monday.
As for tinkering with your Synthroid dose, that can take a long time. For me, 18 months post RAI, and it’s likely that will still change at some future date.
Where are you in Calif? I was born and raised there, but I’ve been on the east coast for a long time. My family is still there, so we try to go back in the summers.
Hang in there!
Andrea







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